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Live in Tokyo

by Ben Holland

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1.
Outside I hear the river raging The streets are filled with thieves not worth saving My heart now rides a hearse The poor thing died of thirst And now it's raining Inside I wish your face forgotten You're memory from me is barred from top to bottom I'm searching for a trick To somehow spin your silk Into cotton Bring me a surgeon not a priest Or this hurt will never cease Draw the curtain But there's no such thing as peace It's war from west to east And that's for certain I'm weary And the road is endless Broken down, penniless, and friendless If it wasn't for my doubt If I found a cowards way out I'd end this Shame And humiliation And the distance between the tongues of every nation It's the heart that must be slain To kill the phantom pain Of separation Bring me a surgeon not a priest Or this hurt will never cease Draw the curtain But there's no such thing as peace It's war from west to east And that's for certain Love Offered no resistance The sky's alive with gunfire in the distance The kiss didn't leave a scratch Tenderness is no match For deaths persistence Still I love you more than ever I could no more change my heart than change the weather This head will always need This heart will always bleed To be together Bring me a surgeon not a priest Or this hurt will never cease Draw the curtain But there's no such thing as peace It's war from west to east And that's for certain Outside I hear the river raging The streets are filled with thieves not worth saving My heart now rides a hearse The poor thing died of thirst And now it's raining.
2.
For the gentle midnight talking Where the bright moon lifts the lovers tide Through old dreams their walking Where the sweetest fallen memories hide I live in a silent land Where time and death sleep side by side The lovers mouth is filled with sand And all the stars in darkness hide My captain he's a dying man He's praying that his love will last He met his destiny too late The wind has changed, his fate is cast His prayer is answered with a laugh Your love was just your foolish pride A peacock struts the aftermath And all the stars in darkness hide The wrong girl she's in love with me But all I see are bitter eyes My brother he's the better man And always sees the truth in lies If I knew how her thoughts were sown If I knew deep in night she cried A chain gang sing we're all alone And all the stars in darkness hide I've see through a million eyes Through oblivion and back I no more know ice from flame Or what I have, from what I lack But I still know my wrong from right Tattooed in darkness down inside Taught by the touch of empty night And all the stars in darkness hide Take me in your tender arms I've had enough of fools and lies Who build a bridge to doom and make A waste land of paradise Hold me close the end is here The time when ending dreams collide The lovers tender arms are torn And all the stars in darkness hide.
3.
Spring came crueler than winter The sun went dim through the sky And the birds all choked on a tree of smoke Where the branches reached a mile high Wont you look at the view my darling Doesn't it look so calm And you'd have given them an early warning Though they meant to do you harm Knee deep in blood with two blinded eyes That's when his visions start All too late he regrets his fate Just like every human heart I never pictured us living Just to survive inside of a life of crime And you were always too forgiving But every angel falls it just takes time See the fireflies above the river They're not the kind we used to know But close your eyes, see our fireflies They'll be with us wherever we go Don't you know I heard you crying In the darkness where you curled In my dreams were always dying And it's always the end of the world Spring came crueler than winter The sun went dim through the sky And the birds all choked on a tree of smoke Where the branches reached a mile high.
4.
When the lights go out And the night is cold And the air is still And all time is old And your fingers reach But there's nothing there And you'd sell your skin Just to touch her hair And you tell yourself You've done nothing wrong All things will go And she's just gone Well it happened the way That you dreamed it would They came for you sleeping With a leather hood And they gagged your mouth And they bound your hands And they took you down To the moonlit sands They couldn't make you beg They didn't make you cry But for the way you lived They made you die But they'll live on only in the shame you made them see For what you meant to them, what you mean to me You suffered in sun And you suffered in rain And you suffered for a reason And you suffered in vain When the lights go out And the night is cold And the air is still And all time is old And your fingers reach But there's nothing there And you'd sell your skin Just to touch her hair
5.
Midnight Blue I've been walking All alone at night I find my way by the blue moon light I've been thinking Do you think of me too Are you alone like this all alone in this midnight blue Midnight blue Midnight blue I've been bleeding But my bloods run dry And my hands are broken or I'd wipe my eyes I can't tell anymore what's fake from true It all looks the same out here in this midnight blue Midnight blue Midnight blue Midnight blue Midnight blue That's all I ever see when I see you And all the lonely while I was without you Like that north star you never gave me Cause to doubt you And like that star I'll just keep sailing Through These lonely nights of endless Midnight blue Midnight blue Midnight blue So your heart bleeds That's been done before We've been down that road and we've Closed the door It's an old idea I'm just trying to make it new I found it written on the heavens in the Ink of that midnight blue Midnight blue Midnight blue That's all I ever see when I see you Midnight blue Midnight blue That's all I ever see when I see you
6.
As I went out one morning To breathe the air around Tom Paine's I spied the fairest damsel That ever did walk in chains I offered her my hand She took me by the arm I knew that very instant She meant to do me harm "Depart from me this moment" I told her with my voice Said she, "But I don't wish to" Said I, "But you have no choice" "I beg you, sir", she pleaded From the corners of her mouth "I will secretly accept you And together we'll fly south" Just then Tom Paine, himself Came running from across the field Shouting at this lovely girl And commanding her to yield And as she was letting go her grip Up Tom Paine did run "I'm sorry, sir", he said to me "I'm sorry for what she's done"

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A live performance recorded in an underground bar that Ben forgot the name of somewhere in Tokyo. Special thanks to Teppei Tanino and Tokyo Bob.

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released June 4, 2019

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Ben Holland London, UK

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